| Location | Manchester |
| Age | 73 years |
| Cause of Death | Cancer |
| Date of Birth | 25/06/1935 |
| Date of Death | 19/08/2008 |
| Visitors | 574 since 01/01/2009 |
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My mum was my best friend in the world. She was married to Ken and had five of us kids Bridget,Liam,Peter,Martin and my self young Esther the baby. My mum Esther was always there to listen and give a helping hand, always new how to have great fun, she had many many friends. We all miss you mum stay with me always. XXXXX
Please stay with me.
Hi nan me again I'm just having a bad day I feel de-flated and need u here with me and give me a big nan hug and tell me everything is going 2 be alright. I miss u every minute of everyday and when I have days like these I feel empty and need u 2 make it all better. I no u wud be saying "save ur tears" but I can't help it I love and miss u so much! Sleep peacefully Nan and I love u! Plz say hi 2 aunty Tiny 4 me. Love Katie Kooty xxx xxx
A bad day
Hi nan Katie kooty here i'm having a bit of a bad day and just wanted 2 talk 2 u. I found the picture of u on my phone wearing the cap in b&m bargains and saw u all happy and smiling and I just got upset. I no u wouldn't want me 2 get upset and when I'm upset I no u r giving me a big Nan hug that I loved and felt so warm and safe. Please say 2 auntie Tiny 4 me as well I miss her so much 2 and Uncle Mick of course. Lilly-Rose and Davie r growing up so fast and getting cheekier by the day but I no in my heart u watch over them both and keep them safe. By the way thank u 4 protecting me on the paranormal night and wrapping ur arms around me coz u no I was scared I did feel safe knowing u were around me. I will go now I just wanted 2 talk 2 u! I miss u nan so please stay with me and keep letting me no that u r around me. Please look after us all and I love u nan and sleep peaceully. Rest in peace. Love Katie Kooty XXXX
Can't stop crying!
Hi Nan,
Its your anniversary in 4 days and Im takin it really hard and cant cope with it! I no u wud shout at me and tell me 2 stop cryin and save my tears but i cant i miss u so much! I cant believe it will be 2 years i still think when the phone rings u will be on the other end or when i walk in2 ur house ur goin 2 greet me with a big nana hug and ask me how im doin! Lilly-Rose is growin up so fast she says nana 2 ur picture and kisses it and she kisses the picture on ur head stone but i bet u already knew that! I want my tattoo doin very soon i need u with me and i wear ur rings quiet often i know u dont mind coz u loved ur bling and always noticed that we had a new piece of jewellery on. Hope u r doin ok and u and aunty tiny arent causin 2 much trouble up there! (please say hi 2 aunty tiny 4 me) I smell u all the time so i no u r around us and ive seen ur shadow a few times and my dad sed hes seen ur shadow a few times but u always sed u wud haunt him haha! Its Davies 2nd birthday in 3 days aswell I cant believe how fast they r growin up! I will let u go now nan and stop chattin on still nothin has changed there me not shutin up! I love you so much nan and think of u all the time plz keep givin me signs u r still ere! Plz stay with us all the time and sleep peacefully miss u so much! RIP XXX
I need you Nan!
Hi Nan Katie kooty here I really need you ryt now 2 tell me all the things I need 2 know! U always had the ryt advice and u big warm hug 2 comfort me! I always still sit in ur chair becoz I feel like u r around me wen I sit there! I've had a bad few days thinkin about u and can't stop cryin. I know wot u wud say save ur tears u will need em 1 day but I feel like I need them 2day thinkin of u! Plz always stay with me and watch over us all and in ur own special way the way always did plz guide me and comfort me! I love you so much Nan and miss u each and everyday! Good nyt god bless and sweet dreams XXX p.s plz say hi 2 aunty tiny 4 me XXX
I still can't believe your gone!
Dear Nan its been a year today and I still can't believe you are gone. Everytime I walk into your house I still expect you to be sat there in your chair to greet me with a big smile. Then you always said "hello Katie kooty!" it was the best feeling in the world knowing that you were going to be there when i walked threw your door! Now when I walk in and see your chair empty I feel empty inside too! You brought me down the best piece of heaven I could ever wish for my beautiful daughter Lilly Rose she is the best thing that as ever happened to me thankyou for sending her down to me! Always stay with me Nana and never leave us always stay around us! Love you and miss you everyday Nana Love Katie kooty xxx
Hi nan!
Hi nan! just really wanted to leave you summat cause i know i havn't lately and i'm sorry. Just gets so hard not being able to go and talk to you when i need you the most. I had a dream about you last night you were still poorly but you kept saying you felt better and i got excited and jump on ur knee and started hugging you and you were laughing sayin a wasn't as little as i use to be. The worse thing about the dream was that i had to wake and then it hit me that you weren't here no more.
It St Patricks day tomorrow and finally i'm old enough and have enough money to go out and celebrate it properly! I'll be thinking about you and will definatlly have a brandy and lemonade and think about you all day like i do any way! I love you with all my heart and soul nan and just wish i could have a nan hug one more time, i said this to everyone but you had the best hugs in the world they always made everything seem so easy to deal with! Please always watch over us nan and i miss you more and more everyday it never ever gets any easier! I'll always love you nan and i'll miss you even more as the days go by. Love your Vicatoria xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
my "nan" forgoton what it is like to hear for my nan call my name "johnjohn"the irish accent brings it home how much i miss u.in life we take things for granted its not until its gone you remember how much family values matter.i no your watching down on all of us i no you"ll be there when lilly arrives,i miss you nan.xxxx
When is this pain going to stop?
I miss you so much nanna, i can't stop thinking about you. My heart just hurts more and more. I thought it was supposed to get easier as the time passes but it just getting harder and harder to cope with! I would give anything to just have a hour with you, just to have 5minutes so i could say i proper goodbye i would give anything for that. I sometimes wonder if wish the days away will it bring me one step closer to you again. All i want is to see you sat in your chair watching your tele and having your polos and lemonade. Everytime grandad makes ribs and cabbage it makes me think of you. I still sit on the floor infront of your chair expecting you to start playing with my hair, i would give anything to feel you play with my hair one last time nan. I will stop dying it please nan i'm begging come back to me i need you so so much. You promised you would be here on my wedding day you promised you would tell me how proud you were of me. I hope i make you proud nan i really hope i do! Please take care nan i love you so so much! I'll always be your little vicatoria xxx sweet dreams nanny xxx P.S. i could never have asked for a more perfect nanna xxx
O Mother Dear (written by young Esther)
O mother dear you have left me here
For you have gone to a better place
Everytime I close my eyes I see your smiling face
It's time to say good night god bless
All our memories I shall hold
All the thngs you done for me you did with a heart of gold
O mother dear its time to part
I say goodbye with a heavy heart
Always stay by my side
To say I'm your daughter I can say this with pride
I love you now I loved you then
Sleep peacefully until we meet again.
It's only me again.
Hi nan, been thinking about you alot today and just wanted to leave you a little something.
I been missing you like you would never believe. Please take care of us all and please watch over my mum, dad and kate oh and little lilly.
Please watch over grandad and tom too, and would you please watch over zoe and joyce in the time they need you most!
Take care nan i love you soooo much! Your were one of my best friends and you always made sure i never got in trouble you always took the belame for my mistakes and for that i thank you from the bottom of my heart.
Sleep well nan untill we meet again all my love and kisses and a big big big hug.... your vicatoria xxx

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